maybe I was naive got lost in your eyes

thoughts.

Sometimes life feels like a daze. Like I’m walking around a dream trying to figure out what’s real and what’s fake. Sometimes my feelings get so jumbled and stuck together I can barely tell one from the other. I’m constantly reliving the past and trying to push it away as to grab for the future. I care so fucking much but I can never fucking show it. I just feel like nobody is ever going to understand and anyone who ever did isn’t around. I think I’m destined to be miserable forever.

We are torn between nostalgia for the familiar and an urge for the foreign and strange. As often as not, we are homesick most for the places we have never known.

—Carson McCullers (via sorakeem)

(Source: youngfolksociety, via donotcockblock)